PRIDE

sobota, 15. junij 2013

BETWEEN IMAGINATION AND HALLUCINATION.

                                                                                             She was laying in her bed.
Sleep was escaping her again, as her thoughts were unstoppably rushing through her head. Hours that were running by really fast. She thought that she was laying there for only like twenty minutes, but the clock showing the sad truth.. It was 4 hours since she went to bed, but sleep wasn't any closer. She turned around, closed her eyes and wished that she would finally go to sleep..
Suddenly she felt like someone is watching her. She was scared, but something inside her made her turn around anyway. It was some weird sort of deadly curiosity that she always had.
He was standing there with a knife in his hand. A big smile was spreading across his scarred face. It wasn't one of those friendly smiles, far from that. It was a smile of a hunter that had his victim in a trap. A crazy psychotic smile. When she looked at him she naturally got scared. That made his smile even bigger. He fed with fear, it was the reason that he loved his murderous hobby so much.
Unfortunately for him, she wasn't scared anymore. She wasn't afraid of death, quite the opposite, she was looking forward to it. I mean, she wanted to die, and if he killed her that would just make her job way easier. With that act, he would save all her problem and made her free.. No more constant misery, no more fake friends and even faker smiles, no more parents acting that they care, no random rude strangers, no more social anxiety. The world would be better without her and she accepted it.
The expression on his face turned into confusion. Where would be the point in killing her.. if that was actually her wish? He wouldn't get any fear from her, which makes this all simply pointless. In absolute disapointment he slashed with the knife, still determined to kill her.
A peaceful smile spread all over her face. She was ready to go.
But just a moment before the knife would tuch her chest the phantasm disappeared as suddenly as he appeared.

Nightmares no longer wait for sleep.
xx

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