Suicide. Such a pretty word..
How does a person feel right before they end their life? Tired. Tired of being wrong. Tired of making the wrong choices. Tired of feeling sick. Tired of feeling alone. At least once in their life anyone feels like this… but is this enough to pick up a gun and pull the trigger?
How does a person feel right before they end their life? Tired. Tired of being wrong. Tired of making the wrong choices. Tired of feeling sick. Tired of feeling alone. At least once in their life anyone feels like this… but is this enough to pick up a gun and pull the trigger?
I could tell you so many reasons why is it worth to live.. but i’m not sure if i believe them anymore. Every life ends.. So there appears me a very good question: Is it so wrong to just speed up the process a little bit? I think everyone should answer that in their mind.
In the last few years more and more teenagers kill themselfs. I hate hearing old people talking about how lucky we are to live now in this generation.. Well let me say something about that. We are the most suicidal and depressed generation in history. In this moment i would love to say how wierd this sounds, that i don’t understand how this is happening and that i’m not one of them.. but i would lie. I understand how is it to wake up and wish you wouldn’t, because you don’t have the will or energy to confront life, to feel no joy in living or just simply wishing you could erase yourself away. People today are mean to each other. There more homophobia then ever in history. People lost their feeling for beauty, because of all the magazines telling us how is a beautiful person suposed to look like. Nobody cares about personality.. So putting all the ”trends” together, if you are a girl ar supposed to be: model-size skinny, social, have perfect grades, wear overpriced clothes made by fashion designers, be atlethic, wear makeup every time in the day, be straight, have long perfect hair, 170cm heigh, love music that is popular, be happy all the time.. and the list goes on and on. I think you get the point i was making. But this is what society wants us to be so.. is it any wonder that many teenagers are depressed, suicidal and are self-harming?
We, as humans, are destined for death. Sooner or later. Everyone is more or less self-destructive.. but just that doesn’t kill. In my opinion it’s a powerful combination between self-destruction, pain (mental or phisical) and other people opinions that effect you.
Life is what we go through to deserve the peace of death.
xx
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